Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Blessed

As I was reflecting on my mission experience the other day, I realized I wouldn't trade it for the world! My mission wasn't what most people think of as a mission but I feel so blessed for the time I was able to serve and the many wonderful people I came in contact with. I no longer reflect on the past with sadness or regret. I feel happiness and joy in the time I was able to serve. I learned (and am learning) Khmer, a language I would have never been involved with otherwise. I know I am on the path my Heavenly Father wants for me. I'm hoping to do an internship over the summer in Cambodia. I would love to meet and experience the people and country. Plus I will see my fellow MTC missionaries. I feel so blessed to know them and hear about their experiences out in the mission field right now. Life is great and I'm really enjoying all the opportunities I have now and in the future.

Here's the picture that started all these positive thoughts.

I'm so glad I can view my mission in a positive light now. I remember how I was feeling in the picture above. I was struggling. I didn't love my self. I felt unimportant. But no longer. I'm so happy I was able to serve and represent my Lord and Savior for those 11 weeks in the MTC. One of the best experiences of my life. And I wouldn't trade it for anything.

The Lord truly does have a plan for each and every one us and knows what experiences to give us to help us learn and grow. He knows us, loves us, and is there for us. Always. :)

This is my all time favorite scripture from my time in the MTC and it definitely sums up how I feel. Thank you Sister Solorio for sharing.
Alma 26:36-37

Love,
Ems